Panni & SWW write so eloquently and we have been so cheerful today I hesitate, yet I did say I would comment on last nights moving posts.
Experience can help a person cope with the flood that washes over them, the understanding, as you said SWW, there will be a morning. And that knowledge is the beginning of things improving. When I was young my mother taught me well how to deal with depression, take pills and lock yourself in the bathroom forcing your children to break in & save your life. I bet Bruce hadn’t a clue, way back when, I had my method of demise all figured out. If I think about the times I came close, I can remember, but can’t feel any of the pain I was experiencing at the moment.