Well….. Hello! (a Sunset Blvd reference)
First of all, last night’s performance went very well. We played to a somewhat small, but enthusiastic audience, including several local dignitaries. The final scene of the first act (
one of the two scenes I worried about), received a very enthusiastic response. Will I still be nervous about tonight’s official opening night performance (
you’re damn right)? However, I do feel a little more comfortable after getting through last night’s performance.
It must have been all those positive vibes from all you lovely people.Secondly, I found myself taken down a peg this morning, but in a good way, I suppose. For the past week or so, the unofficial murmurs and rumblings about my performance in this production have started to build to an audible level. Friends have called to tell me that they have heard
this or that about my performance second or third-hand from other friends or associates. Last night, one of the dignitaries at the show, turned out to a local theater director whose opinion I value. He actually waited around until I came out from backstage to tell me that this was, without question, the finest work I have ever done on stage. I was, naturally, humbled and quite overwhelmed by his response. But, by the time I got had gotten home last night, my humility had given way to rather enthusiastic optimism and ego-building.
Well, this morning,
a preview / review / article / playwright interview appeared in the entertainment section of our local newspaper. I had been told that it would be in the paper, so I probably grabbed the newspaper from in front of my apartment with a little more swagger than usual. The article / interview was extremely positive, recommending the show highly to baseball fans and non-fans alike, as well as just about anyone who appreciates good and inventive new theater. The article rightfully mentioned several of the actors in the show, and in particular, the actor playing Jackie Robinson.
And as for me? I was mentioned
once, only in passing, as the actor appearing in one of the scenes with the actor playing Jackie Robinson. I sat there kind of staring at the article for some time, until I started hearing a very strange sound in the room. I eventually figured out that the sound was nothing more than the sound of the excess air being let out of my, apparently, over-inflated ego.