I'm off to church and then to a party. It's a "musical theatre" party where there will be lots of singing. I was invited by the guy playing "John' in my production of the Helicopter show. There are a lot of people who I know that will be going. I'm not much for the social aspect of a party. I feel very awkward. However, I should go to this for several reasons. 1. There really isn't a reason that I should not go. 2. It's good for the "image" that an MD show up a party where there is singing, especially with people you haven't cast. 3. It's good for the self-esteem. 'Tis a puzzlement.