DR ELMORE your dream from yesterday tells us that you, too, have a few unresolved issues from previous circumstances, but it is unlikely that those will ever be resolved. You are fine with the effort you made to do so, but others made it impossible.
Your dream from last night indicates a desire to return at times to your first flush of enjoyment of working in theatre, but that at times now it seems just a job to you. HOWEVER, the times that DO please you make all the other times worthwhile.