Re today's notes - they were interesting to write - I just realized I've never really talked about it very much, if at all. They weren't hard to write because I'm at peace with all that stuff, but writing them actually made me think about that time, which I rarely do. The two incidents that I absolutely cannot go back and read without becoming extremely emotional (like a slobbering idiot) are the last thirty pages or so of Kritzer Time, and, in Benjamin Kritzer, everything that begins with Benjamin finding out that Susan Pomeroy is leaving. I was a slobbering idiot when I wrote them, and the few times I've reread them it's the same story.
