Hi everyone,
I’m very sorry about the post last night. I was pretty raw and tired and upset and I guess you all know what I mean.
It was just that I so wanted to be holding Mom’s hand when she passed and I felt like I had deserted my post.
My boss put it into perspective for me; she told me that my Mom knew I was there because I was more then likely snoring to ratter the windows. Any one who has slept anywhere with in hearing range knows that I do snore and very loudly to boot.
My other friend, Thelma, made me go home with her last night so I wouldn’t be alone that first night and was kind enough to take me out to dinner as well. I really couldn’t eat so we went to an IHOP and I had some eggs and toast.
I thought because Mom passed on a Friday, the paperwork/embalming wouldn’t even take place until the first of the week but was very surprised to find out that Mom will be going to Pittsburgh tomorrow night.
I have to get with Thelma (who has kindly decided to go with me) tomorrow afternoon so we can look at flights and hotels and get something booked. I had thought it would be Tuesday before we went but now that I know Mom will be there that might change to Monday. Which ever way it goes the plan is to fly up one day, go and visit the funeral home that day but if it’s to late maybe the next to make all of the arrangements. The funeral itself will be the following day then I will fly home the next day.
In other words I’m planning on 4 days and 3 nights in Pittsburgh. I’m just not sure if that will start on Monday or Tuesday. That sets the funeral on either Wednesday or Thursday of next week but I will post when I know exactly what is going to happen.
I can’t thank all of you enough for the kind words and the phone calls. VixMom, don’t worry about your cell phone. I have dropped calls all the time and I totally understand.
Thank you DR Jane, DR Laura and DR Elmore for your calls. I did sound better, I hope. I can't thank you enough for your concern and kindness.
Again, I apologize for the post last night. I was a basket case and I have no doubt that I will experience being a basket case again in the next week or so. Please bear with me.