Hi folks,
I hope everyone is doing well.
I'm sorry to be the bearer of even more bad news but here it is. I got the results of Bears tumor. It was a Mast cell tumor grade III.
Rapid clinical growth is usually observed. These areaggressive malignancies frequently recur after surgery, and have moderate to high metastatic potential.
Additional diagnostictests may be required and will determine which therapeutic option(further surgery, radiation, chemotherapy) is best suited for Bear.
I know I can't afford any of that. If the tumor returns, I'll have to have him put down.
I thought the surgery was going to take care of the problem but I guess it was all for nothing.
I just read this aloud to der Brucer.
"No," he replied. "Doing the best you can is not 'all for nothing.'"
And I fully agree with him.
You have loved Bear ever since he came to live with you. That is not 'all for nothing.' You and Bear have shared something that has been wonderful. And I am very sure he knows that.
The very hard truth is that we humans have longer lives than those of our animal companions. Well, maybe not if we choose to share our lives with a tortoise or two, but they're not nearly as much fun on walks. And it hurts when their lives come to an end. I know, because der B and I have been there six times since we've been together. It hurts every single time.
And I would not change that, I would not give up the love that we've shared with every one of our companions, not for anything.
It is the journey of love that matters. Your journey with Bear is not yet over.
With a plentitude of hugs for you both - S. Woody.