On a more pensive note...
It was sort of a bittersweet evening for me at times. Happy overall, but there was a tinge of, I guess, melancholy initially. When I walked into Steve's apartment, the first thing I noticed were his Christmas trees, and on them were some of the ornaments we had bought together years ago. And some of them were even bought "for" me. The whole sense of nostalgia caught me off-guard, but I eventually came out of whatever I was in, and enjoyed the evening with my friends.
Then during my drive downtown looking at all the lights, this sense of "the last time" came over me. I guess I really am in the mindset to move to New York City. This, too, caught me off guard. Yes, the lights were as beautiful as ever, but something definitely felt different about them, about the atmosphere.
I cried a little.
When I get back to Richmond Sunday night, I'm planning on making another drive downtown to take pictures. I need to take pictures.
-I'm sorry for being a bit of downer right now... I'm OK. Growing up is a bitch.
