So, let's cut right to the chase. I will not be attending the August 8 event and I do not appreciate the pressure. Thanks to that goddam property tax, I have to my name $2.00 in the bank, and I cannot pay any of the following: the utilities for July, my life insurance, my health insurance. my credit card bill, any emergency vet care that might turn up, any food I or the cats might require, my cell phone, the bank charges at the end of the month, and my sister-in-law Jo Ann's birthday next week. By the time I see the next payment from Music Theatre International it will be at least a month from now. And the fucking bills continue to pile up.
I cannot get hired and I cannot get arrested these days. When my health fell apart and the foundation folded in 2013, so did my career. I should have moved back to Ohio then.