Thank you, all, for last night's vibes. Last February and March, when I learned about the kidney tumor, I went through several bad anxiety attacks about dying and leaving the cats. A very dear friend has told me he will take them, but I would like to leave funds to help pay for their keep. This is one reason that I would like to get Moonshine and Mistletoe off the ground and the Annabelle & Thatch book published. They are my only real hopes of getting a nice annuity for my estate.
Maybe it's because I know so many prostate cancer survivors - and we do not know if I have cancer - that I'm not yet fretting about anything.