I am most concerned about my financial state. I'm not getting work, and I am running out of money. I applied for something the musicians union Local 802 called "No Musician Left Behind," and in January I get a check from them. There was no formation, no explanation for hopw the program worked, and I have no idea if there will be another check this month, I've sent emails and made phopneccalls to 802 and had no response.
I only know that at the moment, unless something good happens, I am screwed for good.