My brothers have killed me with their greed and stupidity over that property when we could have sold it in 2007. We will never sell it, and that means in two more months I need to cough up another $1000 on property tax. Today I got a bill from Northwell Health for $4,000+ for the cancer treatments (I hope that it;s for everything), not to mention the various bills for scans, X=rays, etc.
I sit here, no work, no prospects - I can't even sell the A&T book to a publisher - and think I'm better off dead.