It's all about him. He wants medication (funny, he's never sought that before), he wants to be redeemed, he wants to this and want to that - victim, victim, victim. You mowed down and killed six people and injured many, many more - there's no medication for them - APOLOGIZE for once in your miserable life. But no, no apology. Just whatever is convenient to him. The final thing he said - "Oh, I didn't realize I've been talking for two hours." Yeah, right.