I'm beginning to like this mid-forties peri-menopausal angst. Tonight I went to Outback for a steak. I was seated before 4 yes I said FOUR tables around me. There is no way they were in another section unless my little table was a section of one. Anyway, 3 different waiters came out, waited on the guy who got there before me, then the four tables that were seated after me and even though each one of the waiters looked at me sitting there, obviously not being waited on, not one of them even said "I'll be with you in a moment" nothing. Just waited on the other tables, turned around and went to the kitchen or wherever they go. It irritated me so much that I left. On my way out I told the hostess why I was leaving. She just gave me a surprised look and didn't say anything. I will not be going back to Outback...ever.
To calm my angst, I decided on a little retail therapy. So I went to Scheels and bought some really nice Columbia boots for the winter, went to Petco (yes we're stocked up now) and stopped by the grocery where I got a wonderful t-bone steak that I came home and cooked to perfection and ate with a wonderful baked potato and a big glass of milk.
I am now much happier and very glad I walked out of the restaurant.