On a positive note, I had the BEST time at work last night. A group called Road Recovery comes in to work with the kids for 3 months to prepare a musical performance. The kids choose which group they want to be a part of: singing, percussion, or dance, then rehearse different aspects of the performance. There will be a show in May. They've encouraged staff to take part so I joined the singing group. I had a blast, it was great to see the kids so enthusiastic and passionate. So I guess in the end it all balances out.