First of all, I want to apologize to all of you for my melancholy (
baby) post Monday night. I also want to apologize for being E & T yesterday. Monday night was just a combination of a lot of things; including lack of sleep, nerves, and disappointment. Still, I shouldn't have written it, especially to all of you. You have all been so caring, loving, and supportive to me; not only during the last couple of years with this current crisis, but for all the time I have been a member of BK's second family (this is not Birkeland His Way). In fact, I never would have made it through this crisis without your love and support. You have given me far more comfort than my other group of friends and relatives. Monday night was a low point for me, but it wasn't as if I didn't know that the anniversary date was coming. Sometimes I just vent my feelings, when I should stop, take a breath, and move on with my life.
Secondly, thank you again for all of the kind words, vibes, prayers, and support that you gave me yesterday on this board. And In particular, a thank you to Ron Pulliam for the offer to share the burden. Believe me Ron, I am certainly open to a Christmas miracle. In the meantime, I promise to buckle down, winsocki, keep doing my exercises, and start lending more support to my other BK family members who have equally, if not more, serious problems that need to be faced.
