I slept well, but my left leg should be amputated. Yesterday morning, after hobbling from pharmacy to bank and home, suicide seemed such a good solution to all my aches and pains. After going through this past surgery, I am not eager to jump back in for a hip and.or knee replacement. What I need to do today is contact my principal caregiver at my HMO and ask about gel injections for arthritis. If I can gain a couple of months relief, I think my mental state will improve along with my irritable mood.