I had a panic attack about everything early this morning, turned off the alarm, and went back to bed. I was reading about hip replacements yesterday, saw the list of items suggested to have rady after surgery from shower seat to handrails, and I'm rather afraid of my living alone during the recuperative period. I need to keep Mario for help, but I'm not sure I can continue to pay him. I wondering whether I should have purchased the much needed computer. I'm also not sure I 've done any good work on the ballet this past week, which worries me, and once again my funds are running low and I need another bundle of money on hand for Access-a-Ride.