I am a big believer that, when your world turns to crap over and over, the universe is saying to you that you are not where it means for you to be. I suspect every DR is now thinking, why are you still in NYC? I can only state that my life in Ohio was a long barrage of "move on" vibes from the universe that I ignored for a long time. My bad days in Manhattan are just general my-life-is-miserable moments. I do believe, DR DakotaCelt, that the universe is telling you to find greener pastures away from the horse's asses that shat all over you for the past several years.