OH!...
Just like DR Rodzinski recently did, I finally finished the Benjamin Kritzer Trilogy earlier today.
I was one of the first people to receive a copy of the book - most graciously signed by BK - last summer. In fact, I received it right before heading out to LA to work on
What If?, I believe. I had started it a few times, but always seemed to get sidetracked for some reason or another.
Well... I started reading it again two weeks ago, and today between shows, I finished "Kritzer Time". And as I finished it... and wiped away a tear or two... I realized that now was the perfect time for me to read - and finish - the book.
Just as Benjamin Kritzer closes off one chapter of his life, and embarks on a new one, I'm doing the exact same thing right now. Bringing lots of things to closure. Settling old scores. Letting other ones just go. Looking back on the previous couple of years - my life back in Richmond - and seeing how it all fits together. How all those years have led me to where I am today. And to where I need to be, need to go next.
As Little Red says in
Into the Woods, "Well, excited and scared."
And just thinking back over the past couple of weeks and months, it really is time for me to move on. I guess the ball started rolling last summer when Edwina, my favorite waitress, anytime, anywhere, was 'retiring' due to her double-knee replacement surgery. Then there was all that time in LA working on
What If?. New faces. New places. New connections. Of course, right before
What If? came into my life, there was all that crap with my alma mater and my "losing" the job I had there.
My friend, Mark, who happens to be one of the few close friends I have, is also moving out of Richmond soon. He's got a new job, and he's heading to Pittsburgh at the end of month. And even the other close and almost-close friends I have in Richmond we're surprised to hear that I was moving now - they had all assumed I had already left since I was never around town that much as it was. *And while working on
Jewish Thighs and staying in New York, I was already feeling like I was living there, not just staying there for a few weeks.
And then Steve finally bought a new place of his own. He's moved onto another stage of his life too. There will always be something special between us. We will always be close whether I'm a mile away or 340 miles away (that's roughly the distance from Richmond to NYC).

I now know what it is like to have not only a friend, but a soulmate. Something that is truly wonderful and special.
Thank you, BK, for a wonderful read. A wonderful journey.